Monday, February 21, 2011

Missing and wondering



I miss you when,

  1. It's raining like mad and i'm too scared to go to the loo
  2. when my tummy is grumbling and noone is there to ask me if i'm hungry
  3. when i'm stranded after a assignment and have no money to tuk it
  4. when the newspaper does not carry your photographs
  5. when your not sitting there making faces
  6. when noones around to make me laugh with gay acts
  7. when noone is there to ask me how i'm gonna go home
  8. when i don't get to massage your head
  9. when i don't get to sit next to you in the car
  10. when i pass Macdonalds
  11. when i eat maggi noodles
  12. when i have lunch at office
  13. when my thumb unknowingly looks for that ring
  14. when i want to go shopping and i have noone to take me 
  15. when i see everyone else so happy
  16. when people talk about weddings
  17. when i see photos of couples
  18. when i have noone to talk to/ annoy or bug
  19. when there is noone to tell me that they love me
  20. noone to talk about what happens at home
  21. when i catch the small of sprats and remember your ammi's cooking
  22. when i have nothing to do on a weeken
  23. when i wake up in the middle of the night sweating
  24. when i see the lingerie i brought to wear for you
  25. when i have nothing to do
  26. when i have lots to do
  27. when i have work to finish
  28. when i have a headache
  29. when i see the duplicate of gift packs i sent to your ammi
  30. when i remember you saying it's over
  31. when i see you dipping down for a kiss
  32. when i remember you cuddling me and saying "i love you ch.... ; so much'
  33. when your not here, with me.
I wonder about you when-
  1. i'm writing
  2. when i'm sleeping
  3. when i have nothing else to do
  4. when i hear you say you love me
  5. when i can see you hovering over me
  6. when the words of the books blur out
  7. when i can't fall asleep and i'm wondering what your doing
  8. when your on g-chat and i don't know where you are 
  9. when your on facebook and i'm wondering what your doing
  10. when you comment on someone elses and not on mine
  11. when i skim through fb photos and your comments say you want me, forever
  12. when i think of all the places we used to go to
  13. when i don't see your matching mug on the table
  14. when i'm trying to smile and act cheerful
  15. when other people ask me where you are
I miss you, i think about you, i wonder where you are- ALL THE TIME.

I wonder, i just wonder; if your thinking about me too.......

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