My epilogue

1.

A smile
a touch
a glance.

a dance-
body to body
hip to hip
you between me
grinding.

a pull
a kiss
lips on lips;
hesitant
surprised,
momentarily.
only just
for a moment.
lips locked
hazy clouds
music swirls
and we
we, dance.

hands reach
fingers entwined
and we
kiss.
slow
sensuous
inviting.
on
and on
and on.

and then you go back
back to her
until you wanted more.

2.

A text
a call
words twisted.
playful
loving
flirting.

you and me-
a bar
a beer
a smoke
and conversation.

no time no time
no time to spare
and then you,
with your smile-
playing slow on your lips
eyes that speak volumes
take me
into your light
and kiss.
moments lost
your hands in my hair
caressing my neck
touching my lips.

wonderful feeling,
yes it is.
you draw me in
too tight to break free.

3.

No strings
oh no, no strings
just to be there
when you wanted a kiss.
no emotions
no attachments.
I agree,
the fool that I am.

4.

Stolen moments
as vehicles rush by
people walk
while you and I
we talk
and smoke
and hug and kiss.

caught in the moment
lost.
grasping
kissing
yearning
your hands on mine
your lips on my lips
seats drawn back
and we meet.

Hasty
silent
quick
eager;
we make
love.
you and me.

the darkness blinds us
oblivious to the world.
a car park
by the road
twigs in my hair-
a garden.

I arch
you take
we ride
on a wave
of pleasure.

5.
But
now,
that you have taken
what you wanted-
you go
leave.
close doors.

Back,
back to her
like i knew you would.

while I,
the fuckwit,
yes I-
I sit staring
at nothing
while the wind
blows my hair
just the way you like it.