cold

it scares me

how detached i can be

at times

and at other times

be so emotional involved

and 

how easy it is for me to

switch between the two

always to the extreme

nothing in between.

it scares me

how cold i can be

how unfeeling

how third-party-like

i can be

looking at my life 

from a distance.

what did you do

to harden up the ice in my heart

that noone can seem to thaw-

try as they might

they would only be too wary

and leave,

like everyone else.

it baffles me

how people leave

saying

either im too emotional

or im too unemotional.

i am human

am i not?