Monday, March 21, 2011

It's hard you know


Why is it so hard for me
to see you as you are.
To remove the layers of anger, hate and blight
you carry within your heart;
why is it so hard for me to accept you
for the man that you are
cruel, heartless, selfish
a man of your own hand

why is it, after knowing what a two faced, backstabbing jerk you are,
my heart doesn't let go
and fill my head with memories of good times galore.

Heart- i hate you for the pain your putting me through
Mind- you disappoint me for not directing my many emotions
          and for filling my visions with that one man who chose to leave
Self- I disrespect you for the tangle you are in, not letting go of something so bitter and undignified.



  

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