Why is it so hard for me
to see you as you are.
To remove the layers of anger, hate and blight
you carry within your heart;
why is it so hard for me to accept you
for the man that you are
cruel, heartless, selfish
a man of your own hand
why is it, after knowing what a two faced, backstabbing jerk you are,
my heart doesn't let go
and fill my head with memories of good times galore.
Heart- i hate you for the pain your putting me through
Mind- you disappoint me for not directing my many emotions
and for filling my visions with that one man who chose to leave
Self- I disrespect you for the tangle you are in, not letting go of something so bitter and undignified.

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